utterly weirded out


I wanna know why
It's like you're all smiles to everyone else but sometimes when you turn to me,
It's different.
Maybe its cause i've been spending too long a time with you,
so now,
I'm an asshole.
But there are times, when my world is falling apart,
you CAN build it back up.
It's just a matter if you want to
I know, its weird.
Its bittersweet.
Ugh.




I shall indulge in whipped cream
Christmas is over.
That means that school's starting soon, and so will the stress and pressure.
And i haven't even started on my homework.
Someone shoot me in the head right now.
Frankly speaking, I'm terrified to go to school.
I know that sounds so primary one but yeah, i am.
I don't wanna get back into reality.
But somehow, the world refuses to stop spinning.
And time is adamant about slowing down.
I wish, i wish...
:'(
wishes never come true.

to make it worst, this Christmas was not magical at all.
I want Santa Claus.

"all i want for christmas is you "



CAMBODIA
doesn't that word just speak for itself?

Am i THAT predictable?
wait, don't answer that
>:(


i've been spending all my time, just thinking about cha, i don't know what to do, i think i'm falling for you.
i've been waiting all my life and now i've found cha, i don't know what to do, i think i'm falling for you

assigned to a new mission
I'm off to bless the awesome country Cambodia!! :D
but i've to wake up at like 3AM... and reach the airport at like 5AM :'(
so i won't be updating anytime soon.

I am determined to make an impact
I know that I would bless the nation
I'm gonna be a history maker in that land

<3

there is no one like our GOD

Your spirit just dwells in me,
calms the storms in me.
My comfort, my heavenly daddy.
I'm just the little girl that runs to you
and cries in the warm embrace of your arms.
You wipe my tears and lead me through
my darkest fears.

I love you.