utterly weirded out


I wanna know why
It's like you're all smiles to everyone else but sometimes when you turn to me,
It's different.
Maybe its cause i've been spending too long a time with you,
so now,
I'm an asshole.
But there are times, when my world is falling apart,
you CAN build it back up.
It's just a matter if you want to
I know, its weird.
Its bittersweet.
Ugh.