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Twenty Eleven.
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Ron♥
All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, a light from the shadows shall spring; renenwed shall be blade that was broken, the crownless again shall be king. I'm just Ron (: br />
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 I'm sick and tired of this. Now when i say i'm fine, i really am, and when i'm not. I'll say that i'm not ;D its so much easier that way     
sense of accomplishment
  everytime i study really hard, i get a sense of accomplishment :D and i get happy, yet stressed. yes i know, i'm weird. but i like it :D " be nice to nerds, the chances are you'll end up working for one " i like that saying. hehe.  true fatherly daddy, iloveyou
 You set it again My hearts in motion Every word feels Like a shooting star Im at the edge of my emotions Watching the shadows Burning in the dark And Im terrified  i realized that i try to be happy all the time, and not really allow myself to react the way people do. and i think that's what's making me unhappy. i should really just let go, shouldn't I? But but.. then it'll worry others. then i wouldn't be little miss sunshine anymore :( oh wells. its a friday night, i'm supposed to be happy.
  i had my lit test which i think i won't do well today, school, school outing to Bukit Chandu and piano after that. I'm so tied that all i can say is this. Exhaustion. Its been the word i've been using the most for the past few days. " i need you Jesus, to come to my rescue, where else can i go? " did i mention how cool my dad is?
 so i was drinking this bird's nest snow jelly look alike thingy, cause apparently it can boost your energy or something and i've been like dead tired for the past few days. When i was half way through, my dad said :" eh girl, do you know that what you're drinking is frogs' ovaries lining?" I NEARLY DIED. I SPITTED THE CHEWY THINGY OUT OF MY MOUTH. I WAS-- THIS CLOSE TO USING THE TOILET BRUSH TO SCRUB MY MOUTH. Throughout the whole vomitting/ puking process, my dad's expression was dead serious. then.... after everything, he was laughing and laughing. " Eh girl, I was just KIDDING." I WANTED TO BOX HIM. then he was like " if birds nest is just bird saliva, why don't you just go around and french kiss some birds, its way cheaper and environmentally friendly! " -.-  I KNEW this would happen, i would look back and laugh at myself for typing that post. HAHAHAH, sigh.. :D i am soo predictable that i can predict myself. joker. HAHAHHAA i like gummies ;D turning my troubles into music and lyrics :)
   wrote a new one :) with the tune i played for jus yesterday. SOS
I haven't felt this frustrated and pissed at something in a loongg time. and its over the stupidest thing ever. ART EXAM. i cant find ANYTHING on the net.I screamed an screamed into my pillow, and for once, it didn't help. I'm frustrated cause of my stupidity and AHHH!UGH! i can rip my head off now. i know its over a stupid reason and i don't know what's wrong with me. HELP! i need a miracle to pass this thing. i should really be sleeping now
      
this is CONTAGIOUS
  I SHOULD BLOW THESE UP AND PASTE IT ON MY WALL. THEN I'D GET THE GUINNESS RECORD FOR LAUGHING FOR THE LONGEST TIME :D   Today was a fairytale I wore a dress You wore a dark grey t-shirt You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess Today was a fairytale Time slows down whenever you're around      my body is failing me. at times when i need it to be strong, it crumbles under pressure and stress but at times when i'm like high and fun, it makes me all tired. SIGH. i was sooo tired and exhausted after chingay practice when i bathed while sitting down :P and i woke up early to study today. sleeepppyyy. whattodo? ;| exhaustion
     i felt like a loser. i disappointed myself, my parents and my tutor. wth man, seriously. what is wrong with me? why can't i just ace it for once? i teared in class. no one saw, thankfully i wiped it away and told myself that i can do it but i still felt like ripping my head off. why?  yes i really should     i caught my sister looking through my phone. i mean like not that i've any scandalous messages or anything, ( unlike her ) but hello?!! intruding my privacy much. ugh, sisters.  we are such avid gLee fans :) my blog's becoming a photo spam :)
   
someone to fall back on
'll never beA knight in armor With a sword in hand, Or a kamikaze fighter; Dont count on me To storm the barricades And take a stand, Or hold my ground; Youll never see Any scars or wounds - I dont walk on coals, I wont walk on water: I am no prince, I am no saint, I am not anyones wildest dream, But I will stand behind And be someone to fall back on. Some comedy - Youre bruised and beaten down And Im the one Whos looking for a favor. Still, honestly, You dont believe me But the things I have Are the things you need. You look at me Like I dont make sense, Like a waste of time, Like it serves no purpose - I am no prince, I am no saint, And if thats what you believe you need, Youre wrong - you dont need much, You need someone to fall back on... -------------------- i love this song.  
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