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Ron♥
All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, a light from the shadows shall spring; renenwed shall be blade that was broken, the crownless again shall be king. I'm just Ron (: br />
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How hard is it to stop your heart from loving? As hard as stopping your eyes from blinking. The more you control it, the more it hurts.  you made me smile like some maniac on the bus, it totally made my day (: i was like high the whole time in school <3 
ENGLISH PROJECT. LA PROJECT. LIFE SCIENCE PROJECT. SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT. SPEECH PRESENTATION.ENGLISH PROJECT. LA PROJECT. LIFE SCIENCE PROJECT. SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT. SPEECH PRESENTATION.ENGLISH PROJECT. LA PROJECT. LIFE SCIENCE PROJECT. SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT. SPEECH PRESENTATION.ENGLISH PROJECT. LA PROJECT. LIFE SCIENCE PROJECT. SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT. SPEECH PRESENTATION.ENGLISH PROJECT. LA PROJECT. LIFE SCIENCE PROJECT. SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT. SPEECH PRESENTATION.ENGLISH PROJECT. LA PROJECT. LIFE SCIENCE PROJECT. SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT. SPEECH PRESENTATION.ENGLISH PROJECT. LA PROJECT. LIFE SCIENCE PROJECT. SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT. SPEECH PRESENTATION.ENGLISH PROJECT. LA PROJECT. LIFE SCIENCE PROJECT. SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT. SPEECH PRESENTATION. ENGLISH PROJECT. LA PROJECT. LIFE SCIENCE PROJECT. SOCIAL STUDIES PROJECT. SPEECH PRESENTATION. what are you? A slave dirver? :( but, i'll still smile anyways (: sulking gives you wrinkles :O  We'll take control of the world like its all we have to hold on to, and we'll be a dream <3  What would i do without you guys? (: PMS much?!
On the very crowded 74 after Drama.I see this pregnant woman board the bus, so i give up my seat to her. " Its okay, i'm not tired " she replies. " Nono, really. I'm getting off already" ( not true ) there was still like 10 stops more :P " I said NO, okay?! " she says in an annoyed voice. I look at her " ....." twitch my eyebrows and sit back down. ERM, HELLO?! I just gave my seat up to you despite me aching ALL over. My head, shoulders, legs, back, stomach. ugh, in my head i was like PMS PMS PMS PMS PMS. then i realised, she's pregnant, she can't be having her period now. HAHAHA (: i was like smiling at that thought. She must've thought I was crazy. OH WELLS, at least i got to sit down. I . AM. FRAZZLED. :'(   
Amen :)
   
  AWWW right? :) ------------------------------------ "We'll crawl, till we can walk again, and we'll run, until we're strong enough to jump Then we'll fly until there is no end" " When my world is falling apart, and there's no light to break up the dark, that's when i look at you" " When the waves are flooding the shores and i can't find my way home anymore, that when I, I look at you " magic card
OHOHOH!! did i mention, maybe not.I GOT MY ATM CARD! hehehe, so happy. Pwnwed my sis ( hahaha, i have it and you DON'T! ) :P tried drawing money, super cool okay!! tried paying for my mum in NTUC, even cooler!! AHHHHH!! hahaha :D   ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It never fails to bother me, why can't i take my own advice that i give out? heh :)   I remembered when you held my hand. How safe and protected i felt. Your warmth radiated, brought a smile to my face :) How assured i felt when you told me that everything was going to be fine. Just knowing that i was your precious little one, and that you would do anything for me, made me cry in my sleep. Thinking of you in your office, working your ass off. Just for your family, made me wanna marry someone like you. You're the coolest Dad ever, even my friends think so :) You would sneak snacks into my room, knowing that Mummy wouldn't allow. Shouting ASSHOLE to the guy on tv, tricking me that i was drinking frog's ovaries lining or just being the ever ready dad for me, no matter what, you're still my daddy. And I love you. Happy Birthday Old man xo, Your precious one (PS, did i mention that he still has to work OT today? how can i not love and admire someone like that? )   " Courage is when you're afriad but you keep on moving anyway " Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerrful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who am I not to be? I am a child of GOD. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciouly give others permission to do the same " thank you sam and lenny :)  i still can't believe ja got through singapore security :P ---------------------------------- anyways, the last week has been really really hectic and tiring. camps camps, homework, tuition...i'd rather go to school than to get an overloading amount of unreasonable homework. prefects camp made me reflect, to realise how much of a coward i was. Courage doesn't always ROAR. it can be that little voice inside of you at the end of the day saying, " its okay, i'll try again tomorrow"   When my heart is weak and I've lost my way. I will lift up my eyes and choose to say I will trust in you I will trust in you. I can do all things through Christ. I can move a mountain if you are the strength of my life. I can do all things through Christ if you are the strength of my life. ----------------------- Was preparing for worship and this song really spoke to me. " Lean on me, my child " Thank You Daddy  ----------------------------- you remind me , through the weirdest ways, and i love you for that :) i'm sorry i haven't been talking to you these few days  :(  its gonna a dreadful holiday up ahead. busybusybusy. i'm already sick-ish, with the sorethroat and runny nose and all 2 consecutive camps , i'm staying back in school right after camp to finish up my project :\ opps, and don't forget, HOMEWORK. ugh, lots and lots of it. I'm not looking forward to this March Hols :(  
i love you, but I don't agree with what you do
 I promised myself, that I'd never be like my mum when i grow up. As in her temper and the way she disciplines, never with patience and understanding, never stopping to understand the situation fully before giving out the punishment, always resorting to nagging. NO. I won't do that to my child. I promise myself. I'm sorry. I love you, but i don't agree with what you do. I've never seen a guy that can handle a crying girl. NEVER. 1.they awkwardly stare at her and pat her shoulders/ head 2.don't dare to hug her, causing 1. 3. say something stupid that makes the whole situation worst 4. just walk away ( yes, Wei En, this is you ) :P hahaha :D I'd totally date that guy who can do it. one in a million chance. --------------------------------------------- DAD: RONICE!! RON : whoa, chill. what happened?! DAD: YOUR MUM IS CRYING. WHATTODO?!!! RON : ( laughs, wishes him good luck and walks away ) :P 
 
:'( i'm here, remember?
  Do you how much it hurts and pains me to see you conform to the world like this? Do you know how much tears and sleepless nights i've spent just worrying about you? Why?:( i've tried talking to you, why wouldn't i have? you changed --- for a while. then became IT again. The monster that speaks word with no meanings acts like a hooligan, abuse yourself? who IS that? i don't know anymore. Hearing what you say, who you hang around with, your actions It stuns me, i'm speechless. who IS that? i don't know you anymore. its not too late, its never too late.  > Did I say something stupid? There goes one more mistake Do I bore you with my problems? Is that why you turn away? Do you know how hard I've tried To become what you want me to be? Take me This is all that I've got This is all that I'm not All that I'll ever be I've got flaws, I've got faults Keep searching for your perfect heart It doesn't matter who you are We all have our scars  
why? :(
  I really really wanted to go, spend time with you guys and just hang out :) I'm sorry i couldn't make it though. I feel really bad. -------------- I'm really happy with my History results. At least it proved that my efforts paid off :)i mean 86/100 says something right? well, not to my parents :\ " yeah, that's good .... " "it was quite an easy paper right? its only CA1, its gonna get harder " yes yes i understand. BUT, you could've at least be more supportive and happy for me right? aiya, parents. always looking at the negatives.  HAHAHAHAHAH :D  
finally, its over.
 ( i told Ja to catch me one while he was in Bintan :P) The CTs are finally over :) i can rest for a bit now. sigh, it feels a bit weird. when i turned my phone on after school, there wasn't a looonnngg vibration of like 100 messages that spammed my inbox :| I was like wating for it but realised that Ja was probably finding wood to burn at the very moment. hahah :D laughed to myself, got werid stares from people, laughed even more ;D |