awww (:
Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I’m starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I’m, wondering why, I’ve kept this bottled inside,
So I’m starting to regret not telling all of this to you.
So if I haven’t yet, I’ve gotta let you know…


Never gonna be alone
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won’t let you fall…
Never gonna be alone!
I’ll hold you ‘til the hurt is gone.

And now, as long as I can, I’m holding on with both hands,
‘Cause forever I believe that there’s nothing I could need but you,
So if I haven’t yet, I’ve gotta let you know…

Never gonna be alone
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won’t let you fall…
Never gonna be alone!
I’ll hold you ‘til the hurt is gone.

naturally girls our age have slow brains
HAHAHAH SOF, you never fail to make me laugh :D
martin luther king sof? I THINK SO!! :P

many things catch your eye, but few catch your heart.
Pursue those.

time is flying by, much faster than I
Dad and I in car.
Sees a girl riding a motorcycle that zooms past us.

Dad : More and more girls are riding motorbikes nowadays. You better now be
one of them k? dangerous. can get concession.
Ron: concession your head! Its Concussion, head trauma!
Dad : yeah yeah
Ron : i still want my dream car okay. And that person soo wasn't a girl.
Dad : IT WAS!
Ron : sigh, whatever. Dad, just speed up so that i can prove you wrong.
* speeds up to catch up to that " girl " *
Ron : HAH! HAH! told cha!!! :P
Dad : heh, AIYA, testing you only.
Ron : Right dad, right.

like a pyramid

“Everyone has their weak spot. The one thing that, despite your best efforts, will always bring you to your knees, regardless of how strong you are "

did you really think that i'm like that?

I pressed your name into my phone,
cause I wanted to talk to you, just talk.

Then i realised it was your name that i typed in,
remembered what happened.

*backspace*

:'(

i don't know what to say
i really don't.
you should've just told me those
things in my face instead of
leaving me speechless and hurt and crying.
It would've meant the world if you just
pulled me aside and told me how you felt.
i was offered. I didn't go audition or line up
for it.

You know what?
Take it, if its gonna ruin our friendship,
i don't want it anymore.
I know I'm wrong.
that's why i wanted to talk to you.
But since you already think i'm a bitch,
there's no point in it anymore.

I really don't know what else to say.

bruise
Walk walk walk walk
Look up, and BAM!
*owww, rubs nose *
nose bleeds.
HAHAHA, sigh.
typical.
now my nose looks
bruised.

the question that gets you thinking for hours
then i finally realised what had happened.
and i plan to change it.
I'm sorry :'(


somethings are easier to be expressed on tumblr (:

accusations >:(
keep calm and collected.
calm and collected.
ARGH!
PMO.
never wake a giant from her sleep.

: ]you don't have to pretend to be strong,

There's no need to prove all the time
that everything is going well.
you shouldn't be caring what
others are thinking.
Cry if you need to,
it's good to cry out all our tears.
Cause only then can we smile again (:

you with the sad eyes, don't be discouraged.
I've been writing this all over.
On my textbooks, on my home econs container,
my file, post-its.
It keeps ringing in my head.
I guess it's cause of the tough
times that everybody is going through now.
And the song has a lot of meaning.
I love you guys k?
I just want you to know that.

---

" Leave me alone! What do you want?! "
" I just wanna care and love you, is that wrong?"
"No. "
" Good to know, now tell me what happened. "
Then we talk till the sky turns grey
:]

cold turkey? :\

I hope this works out for you :(

mumsy's back! haha she bought like 10 tubes of fruitips (;

meet me here beneath the burning skies (;

are beautiful like a rainbow

You with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you feel so small

Show me a smile then
don't be unhappy, can't remember
when I last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there


And I'll see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow


terrible tuesdays
I somehow managed to get through my most
hated day of the week (:
was DYING by 12, my eyes could barely open during Geog
and Mrs Chong's illegible handwriting does not help.
But the bird was SUPER FUNNY. Even Mrs chong was scared :P
Had to rush to finish all my tuition work then cabbed to her house.
sigh,
i really hate tuesdays.
---------------------------------------------
Hide and seek maybe?
haha, played H&S during PE today while the rest re-took their PFT.
It was soo nostalgic.
good times,
good times (:

All the single ladies, now put your hands up! (:
HAHAHA it was super farny :D

if there's a will, there's a way

monday rituals, it really gets boring and useless. who cares about euthanasia anyways?!
sigh :(
if only.

ouch
Tried to iron my uniform last night, FAIL.
Burnt my hand instead cause i was tired, groggy
and stupid enough to touch it to check if it was hot enough,
well evidently it was :P
now that i think back, it's pretty hilarious.
Well at least it wasn't that bad or as bad as Ja's.
Poor ninja.
Cold water,ice cubes, cream.
Cold water,ice cubes, cream

raindrops are falling on my rooftop (:


i'm starting to like MOV d:
"Okay girls, today we are gonna do the topic on love in the
Merchant of Venice"
" Ms Li, why are you so excited? :P"
ermm errmm, " cause i suddenly thought of something! :P"

hahahah sigh :D

FFY
If only i was older.
If only..
sigh.
(;

" what?! why? cause i was too busy and forgot to eat, heh "
I'm telling you, never ever only eat a meal and believe that
it'll sustain you for the rest of the day. You're gonna get
gastric for the next few days and believe me, its not a nice
feeling.
:(
gaviscon works miracles.

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now.
But it doesn't matter.
Cause i still have you
to depend and count on
(:
thanks heavenly daddy <3


thanks fi (: i love you <3

the pains of life
We used to be able to talk about everything, but now it's impossible to even start a decent conversation with you. You can't deny it, things have changed. We've grown apart, and you have to face the fact that I will no longer be there every single time you need me, just like you weren’t there when I needed you.

“I’ll go out there and make my mistakes. I’ll fall down, get hurt, cry, laugh, love, and get back up. I’ll stand on the highest mountaintop and go into the deepest caverns. I’ll roam across the world, visit the moon and swim in outer space. I’ll let my imagination run wild and let my spirit soar. Why? Because when my life flashes before my eyes in those final moments, I want to have something worthwhile to watch, with plenty of love and laughter, good times and bad. I don’t want to regret a thing and I plan not to. Remember, it’s not usually the things you do that you regret, it’s the things you don’t do and leave unsaid. Laugh out loud. Cry in the rain. Love with all your heart and soul. Get hurt. Tell the truth. Go crazy. But never forget that you only get one shot. One shot at this day, one shot at this minute. One shot at this age. One shot at life. So make sure your life is one you will enjoy watching in your final moments.”
— Anna Floyd

21 more days :(
Its gonna be here again.
UGH.
the stress is building, the late night sleeping, its gonna be here again.
And this time, its mid-terms.
ARGH.

And i will walk on water
Fairy tales are more than true:
not because they tell us that
dragons exist. But because
they tell us that dragons can be beaten.

i miss you :'(

i hope you're fine over there.
Waiting for the day when you'll be back.
I don't believe i'm actually missing you.

(:
its been a long time since i felt this way.
and i kinda like it (:
heh.

YC anniversery (:
TRANSFORMATION.
We exist to be transformed by the word and the
works of the holy spirit to TRANSFORM THE WORLD
<3
it was super fun.
We can dance dance dance in the freedom we know
because the freedom we know is gonna last forever!

Come back quickly, i need you and i miss you :'(

overboard

I’m overboard and I need your love
Pull me up
I cant swim on my own
Its to much
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver
Life saver

its hard

Yeah, i agree. Life's unfair. I mean at out age, with our oh-so limited life experience and as what we perceive as " fair" its really quite hard to execute duties in the " right" way.



there she goes

And she's gone.
SIGH.
its just the tip of the iceberg

please don't go ;'(

My mum's leaving to hong kong for a week and is coming back only on friday. I've no maid, my sister's going for like 2 camps, and my dad comes home late everynight. I'm left to fend for myself :( but at least my awsome neighbour would be cooking dinner for me! Her culinery skills are kickass :P. SIGH. whattodo.
Gotta to the housework, take bus back from school everyday, finish my assignments. whattodo?
Well to look on the brighter side, at least I'd have a tinsey bit more freedom now, but my Dad's still has his eyes on me, that's what he says :p

please don't go mummy, i need you :(



Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

(;



HAHAHAHAH (:

Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.
The simple question of " how was your day " or " are you okay" can make me smile even after a really long and tiring day.

Thank you daddy (:

:(
why liddat? :(
so sad.
sigh..

" can i have your number?"
"wth, no?!"
"but why?"
" CAUSE I DON'T KNOW YOU AND NEITHER DO YOU KNOW ME! "

HAHAHAHA :D
these people are so desperate that its funny (:

I'm at Universal studios now :) it's freaking cool, reminds me of Hk Disney land. Sigh, good times. Waiting in line for some canopy flyer ride now, looks fun. Oh it's my turn now. Ttyl:)

20 simple things that makes me happy nonetheless
1. The aroma of waffles/pancakes dipped in honey when I wake up.
2. Receiving a text from someone I wouldn't expect
3. A joke.
4. When my room is clean
5. Stepping out of the shower, making me feel all refreshed.
6. My favourite song of that day playing on the radio
7. Mummy cooking me favourite food.
8. Good hair day ( i think all girls would agree )
9. When my bedsheets are changed
10. Playing the guitar.
11. Finishing my homework ON TIME.
12. Looking out of my window and see raindrops falling from the sky
13. When my sister comes home late ( less disturbance )
14. Taking pictures
15. Going to chruch
16. The ability to run 3.3km without stopping
17. Rainbows
18. Seeing an old friend
19. TV
20. Just the plain knowledge of IT (:

These are just small yet significant things that can make our day. But we take it
for granted anyways.

simple pleasures
Finished writing/ editing the script.
Sense of accomplishment (:
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I realised that little little things can
make a person happy,and how much of a spoilt brat I am,
taking everything for granted. Treasure what
I have today, cause it may not be here tomorrow.

(:
Finally changed my skin, customized lots of things myself.
hahahaha, so happy :D
pleasure in small things makes the world go round

Thursday loves
Thurs was awesome, and NOT so awesome.
But hanging out with fi and eunice was really really
cool and we haven't done that in ages.
Love you guys to bits <3