i don't know what to say
i really don't.
you should've just told me those
things in my face instead of
leaving me speechless and hurt and crying.
It would've meant the world if you just
pulled me aside and told me how you felt.
i was offered. I didn't go audition or line up
for it.

You know what?
Take it, if its gonna ruin our friendship,
i don't want it anymore.
I know I'm wrong.
that's why i wanted to talk to you.
But since you already think i'm a bitch,
there's no point in it anymore.

I really don't know what else to say.