happy teachers' day
Thank You for making such an impact in my life (:

monday blues
Omg today was super funny.
Had biology and we were learning about the human reproductive system.
We laughed and laughed till our stomach hurt :D
Then for goeg, Mrs Chong gave us sex ed, yes during geog -.-

" Okay girls, so for emplodering, you need to build a dyke.
OH, by the way. If someone says she is a dyke, what does that mean?"

" That she is strong and strudy like a sea wall? "

"... No, a dyke is a lesbian. -.-.... so what is a male version of a dyke?"

" Erm...a duke? "

* WHOLE CLASS BURST OUT LAUGHING*

HAHAHA :D

today was fun (Y)

just had the biggest scare of my life.

if you want to feel rich, count the number of things you have which money cannot buy

desperate propinquity
.propinquity. i think that word is soo pretty (:

“Truth has nothing to do with the number of people it convinces.”


goals are just dreams with datelines


haha :D

watched fried rice paradise at esplanade with the drama girls yesterday :)
it was quite funny. BUT the worst thing was that esplanade was SOO CLOSE to the YOG closing ceremony and yet we had to miss it for the musical :( nonetheless, we had fun.
Ugh but it ended at 10.20 so by the time i finished my work and slept it was pass midnight already :(


and tomorrow's gonna be one hectic day.
don't know if i can handle it.

" there is something in those eyes that says that we can beat this "

"To me, the greatest pleasure of writing is not what it’s about, but the inner music that words make"
(:

there are two types of silence

The awkward silence: the silence between two people who have nothing to say to each other.

The perfect silence: the silence between two people who have a million things to say to each other, but choose not to do it at that moment, because they know they will have a million other opportunities to say them, because they are going to be in each other’s life’s forever. Usually you walk away from the perfect silence feeling like you just had the best conversation ever.


can i?


too bad, i can't.

its the harsh reality of life.

Google translator: We only have this planet to call home. = 我们只有这个星球上给家里打电话。
HAHAHA :D

love

You know what? I see posts of people saying they want to find love and they want to find the person who is The One.
Well I would love to find a guy that was like any romantic guy in the books I read but sometimes things don’t happen like that, I can feel love, in anybody, love comes in different forms, the biggest love I feel goes to my family, it’s a connection that’s beyond the description of words or sign language. You just know that love is there and I feel it every time my heart beats or pounds in my chest, my heart beats for my family and if anyone in my family were hurt I would use all my power to make sure they got better.
I feel love in friends, even if I lose friends, the love is still there, always.
The connection with my heart and friends is similar to my family, I just can’t bear to see them in pain or suffering, I need them to be happy but the respect I give them, I expect it back too. I’m grateful to have found the friends I did find because without them I’d probably be a much weaker, needy person, my friends keep me strong and are with me in all sorts of situations.
Now for the love I would like, being with someone for the rest of my life.
However, the idea of marriage scares me… I just can’t imagine it.
I would just love a guy who would always be there, kinda like a best friend but even more because all those cuddles and hugs would mean so much more then anyone would ever imagine… that’s a love I would like but like I said love comes in different forms so it’s not like I feel no love I feel love in my family and my friends.

"don’t worry about finding love, love finds you in the most unexpected moments."


Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.

the mind of a paranoid
  • I check behind the shower curtain everytime I walk into the bathroom
  • When I’m walking around in the dark I turn on two lights, then move to the next one and turn on that one, then turn the previous one off, and keep making this weird trail of on/off lights so it’s always light where I am.
  • I don’t look out windows at night because there’s gonna be something there.
  • If I wear a necklace while I’m sleeping it will get tangled and I will suffocate.
  • If I’m not completely covered by the blanket, someone will find me easier.
  • Someone will come in my window at night if it’s open (even though I’m on the 2nd floor)
  • Someone ( a lizard ) is always hiding in the dark waiting to kill me
  • The bridge will break
  • Someone will hold me hostage
  • A gunman will walk into the store while I’m in there
  • When I walk outside at night, someone’s watching me.
:P :P

FINALLY
ITS OVER. the mad radical hours of sitting at the piano practicing my fingers off.
though everything was really last minute and i didn't do well, i'm just really really glad its over :) :D
i shuddered at the sound of the piano when i heard it at gramaphone. ugh.

AND.... ITS E-LEARNING today and tomorrow! :) i didn't really do much homework today. hurhur, my " i'm gonna focus and finish all my homework by today " plan is an absolute FAIL.
And i'm meeting fi, duard and eunice at ikea to lunch tomorrow! can't wait! :) <3

this sucks
ALOT. REALLY.

i really can't see what's ahead of me and how we're gonna face it.
But all i know is that we'll make it through -- somehow.
Cause i know that we're not in this alone,
i have an army with me >:)

“It’s better to love someone you can’t have, than to have someone you can’t love.”

who said shopping isn't a sport?


It used to be what i used to love, now, its killing me :(



Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them. And sometimes, it's those memories that give us the strength to go on.

:) :D :) :D :> :} :]
HURHUR, the CTs are over!! :) :) sigh, i guess all the mugging was worth it.
I got back some papers today and they were good :)


BUT,
my piano exam's next week and i've to practice 2 hours a day -.-

great, just fantastic.

aim high aim high aim high



i will not admit defeat. i will not admit defeat. i refuse to see the look on my parents face again.
i will not.






at least i hope not
:/


ugh, its math tomorrow :O :O

Last paper.


Bring it.

vicious cycle
UGH, i hate it when i know that i've to stop watching tv and study but somehow my body keeps propelling itself forward to the living room, my finger pushing that stupid green button that turns on the stupid tv, the one that robs me of me time and results. UGH, but somehow, just somehow, i just keep doing it and i hate myself for that >:(

ARGH,
Lord, give me the wisdom and self-control.
My flesh is weak, but i know that you are strong.
I admit defeat :(
Help me, please?

:I

beauty is in all of us :)
I think this year's NDP was really powerful and meaningful.
I don't know how to explain it, but a deep sense of graditute and unity could
be felt although we were watching it through it a tv.

<3

haha, yesterday was...
lets just say that it could've been better, BUT,
at least its better than nothing ;)

SLEEPOVERZZ FTW! :D

that would be my ideal breakfast tomorrow :)


Dad, if you're looking at this now, GET THE HINT? ;) ;)

cause nothing's gonna hold me back :)
One more day :D

you have no idea how much of a struggle it is for me, you truly don't.

i know that i'm not perfect, and i'm not sorry

Fang's house was freaking awesome yesterday :)
laughed like there was no tomorrow, fooled/screamed at the top of our lungs <3
And still managed to finished our prototype and proposal? are we awesome or what? :)
Really cleared some THINGS out ;)
GIRL TALK GIRL TALK ;) :)

too bad, YOU had to ruin bits of it.

We’re all pretty bizarre. Some of us are just better at hiding it, that’s all.


dad, stop looking at this behind my back cause i can see you >:(
Wow, believe it or not.
July is over.
I can't even remember what i did during the june hols, not to mention February or April.

Its quite funny.
I remember that when i was young, i would always pray to God and ask him to invent a machine that is able to speed the time up, cause at that time all i did was idle at home and watch tv 24/7. Now, i just wish time would just slow down. Just for an hour or so. There are just too many things that people ask for and there's just not enough time to accomplish the task given.

OMG dad STOP LOOKING!

I HAVE A MIRROR IN FRONT OF ME, I CAN SEE YOU WHILE I'M TYPING THIS!!