love

You know what? I see posts of people saying they want to find love and they want to find the person who is The One.
Well I would love to find a guy that was like any romantic guy in the books I read but sometimes things don’t happen like that, I can feel love, in anybody, love comes in different forms, the biggest love I feel goes to my family, it’s a connection that’s beyond the description of words or sign language. You just know that love is there and I feel it every time my heart beats or pounds in my chest, my heart beats for my family and if anyone in my family were hurt I would use all my power to make sure they got better.
I feel love in friends, even if I lose friends, the love is still there, always.
The connection with my heart and friends is similar to my family, I just can’t bear to see them in pain or suffering, I need them to be happy but the respect I give them, I expect it back too. I’m grateful to have found the friends I did find because without them I’d probably be a much weaker, needy person, my friends keep me strong and are with me in all sorts of situations.
Now for the love I would like, being with someone for the rest of my life.
However, the idea of marriage scares me… I just can’t imagine it.
I would just love a guy who would always be there, kinda like a best friend but even more because all those cuddles and hugs would mean so much more then anyone would ever imagine… that’s a love I would like but like I said love comes in different forms so it’s not like I feel no love I feel love in my family and my friends.

"don’t worry about finding love, love finds you in the most unexpected moments."