its only a day away.
This year passed too fast, wayy too fast.
Its so fast that i don't really know how it happened.
But i'm glad this year happened.

I remembered the day i looked at our class list, I almost cried.
I kept questioning why I wasn't with any of my close friends, and why i was with a bunch of nerds.
BUT BOY WAS I WRONG.

As the year started, I started loving our class, accepting and appreciating different personalities and made our class so special. We made it past the crazy classes with Mr Lim, the nags from Chenny and the smell from Mrs Lee and most of all, we made it through the year as a class.
Being the only prefect in the class wasn't easy, but it was most definitely my privilege to serve you guys. Cause we are too indestructible <3

" as long as we have time, this ain't a goodbye "

:')

Why didn't i stop to check my phone?
Then maybe, just maybe, I would've been able to talk to you,
for the very last time.

:'(








The worst disappointment that can occur, is the one that comes from within and towards yourself. Simply knowing the results of the 'what if' and 'if only' questions, it's what really kills.
The results just don't justify the amount of effort put in and all you're left with is disappointments.
Don't compare with others, i mean yes sometimes healthy competition is good and it motivates you to do better and to push yourself but most importantly, you've to compare with yourself.
When you get an apparent "good" result, and everyone around you is like " come on! you passed! " or " aiya, stop it lah. at least you got an A right? " kinda thing? But inside of you, you know that you could have done better and you know that you can, but the fact that you were careless or the inability to focus or whatever during the exam caused you the grade? That's what kills you. And it sucks, bad.

I don't really know what's going on with me but i suddenly feel like deleting my blog. And start a old-fashioned diary instead. The internet kinda scares me. And the thought that millions of people can access my thoughts and words in an instant freaks me out.

What happened to pen and paper?
I think i'm going back there(:

I was just looking back at all of my blog posts/diary and I realised how much i've changed over just a period of 365 days.

Its kinda embarrassing looking at all the things i've written and all the emotions that i've felt.

One day, one day we'll look back and laugh.

the prince and the pauper.

storm


How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I'd see you
This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
I know everything will be alright
I know everything is alright

heh. what a genius :P

" i wish i was pregnant so that people on the train can give up their seats to me "


Today was the BOMBZZ.
Haven't laughed and shouted and screamed " PORKCHOP" so loudly in such a long time :)
We went haywire and kinda cause mass destruction.
OH WELLSZZ.

Practically the whole mg was at Orchard today. Bumped into so many people, literally :P

"kids just being kids " - Timmy Turner.

;)

this too shall pass
Its over.
Its finally over.
The fact that its over hasn't really sunk in yet but it is.
It really is.

Heh you know what, even despite the stress and the late night sleeps.
I kinda miss it now.
When i go home, I don't really know what to do.
There's too much time at hand and that scares me.

Hey, well at least, this too shall pass.

And yes, EOYs ARE OVER BABYYY :) :D :P

I won't be.

i will trust in him
He is jealous for me
Loves like a hurricane
I am a tree
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy
When all of a sudden I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by Glory
And I realize just how beautiful you are and how great your affections are for me.

Help me, please? Its math tomorrow :'(

omg they made me tear ;)

Sometimes, when a person rant and laments , spilling all that she's been through, just listen. Don't say anything else cliche or overused. It makes them feel even worst or irritated cause all they wanna do is talk, and all you need to do is listen.



Have you ever been so stressed up that you dream/ think about geog or history or bio or whatever you were revising? Then you have a sudden spasm and jolt out of bed in the middle of the night though its only 3 in the morning? You're surrounded by books on your bed when you wake up. Frustration works it way up when you realize that you fell asleep while studying?

1 more week.
Hang in there.

" Death ends a life, not a relationship "
“ As long as we can love each other, and remember the feeling of love we had, we can die without really going away. All the love you created is still there. All the memories are still there. You live on —- in the hearts of everyone you have touched and nurtured while you were here ”
— Tuesday with Morrie

the first tuesday
" The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in. "

His voice dropped into a whisper.

" Let it come in. We think we don't deserve love, we think if we let it come in we'll become too soft. But a wise man named Levine said it right. He said, 'Love is the only rational act '"

He repeated it carefully, pausing for effect.

" Love is the only rational act "

okay forget message in a bottle, if you haven't read this.. your life is incomplete
Tuesday with Morrie
<3


its too fast, all too fast.
Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end