I'm a pro at crastinating.
School's officially starting tomorrow.
The 40 day fast is starting on friday.
RYC technical rehearsal next week.
Busy busy busy.

and the realization of just how close the Big Os were really hit me hard today. HARD.
Went to acjc page for fun and to my horror, sec 3's results were part of the dsa requirement. and i was like :O:O:O:O NO WAYYY.

Firstly,

Applicants are to have achieved the following minimum vocal qualifications:

v LAMDA Voice and/or Trinity Guildhall (minimum Grade 6) or equivalent


WTH IS THIS?!?!


And/or

v Students who are highly proficient in movement or acting or technical arts are to show a record of high levels of achievement on their areas e.g. National and International Competitions and/or State Representations / international conferences / professional internships. YIPPIE -.-


Secondly,

v Secondary 3 and 4 mid-terms and year-end examination reports.


GREAT. just great. Sec three mid terms? Let me see, i failed two subjects >:(


Called fang and we started freaking out for a good 30 mins, scream talking into the phone, freaking out about life, growing up, fantasizing about our futures, how we'll motivate each other and never giving up :'> ( NEVER SAY NEVER ) *burst into song* and we realized that our likes/strengths/weaknesses were so alike that it was uncanny.


It was really comforting to have someone who has the same aspiration/goal as you, and to have someone who understands. Without fail, every single time we talk on the phone, it'll be about life. And it's pretty cool cause i feel rejuvenated and motivated after every freak out/deep talk session cause it makes me reflect on how i've been spending my time so frivolously. I mean, everyone has 24 hours in a day, but why are there successful people like Albert Einstein and Thomas Edison and then there are people like me...and fang. AHAHA.


Actually i'm pretty glad that the 40 day fast is just round the corner. Fasting from social networking sites (making fang change my password) will really make my life more productive. honestly, I can idle on the internet for hours, doing... nothing. I mean, what's twitter/tumblr/formspring/youtube/facebook gonna do to help your future. nothing. heh, that actually means that i can technically not touch my computer for months if not for homework that requires microsoft word.


Anything that requires me to speak publicly nowadays kinda sends a shiver down my spine, ever since SYF. uggghh . RYC? In front of people from all over the world?! I can totally imagine myself saying this, " Good evening ladies and gentlemen. Welcome to the regional youze conferenze twenchy eleburn ". No one has ever picked on my every syllabus and consonant, enunciation, pronunciation, the way my mouth moved (?) before. And it really scared the crap out of me. On a daily basis, i really can't be bothered to enunciate my words as long as i get the message across, i talk like a bullet train, mix my words together, YES YES i know it is bad. But on stage it's like a whole new world/concept and suddenly i'm like under a microscope and being scrutinized for my every word. Scariest/most stressful thing EVER. Nevertheless this will be a great experience so i'm gonna do it :> quite excited actually.

Term 3, bring it.