I'm terrified. Absolutely terrified of getting my results back.

I don't want the disappointed faces, i don't want the sighs, the i could have done better. 

I'm so scared that i can just break down right now..

Expectations that won't be met, regrets that will overpower.

After going through the CA3 fiasco, i just can't live through it again.

I just can't, i can't. I don't know what i'll do. 

The worst thing about this is that i don't know how i'll fare this time. 

I have no idea. 

There isn't a subject that i'm 100% sure that i'll do well in. 

What to do/?

"Give me grace to see beyond this moment here,

to believe that there is nothing left to fear. That 

you my God, are greater still. "